had 2 days leave. but not really resting much
as i ONLINE most of the time xD plus im not realli feeling well.
im not psyhically working but mentally working,where?
[H.P] ...
i dunno why i die die work for ppl when they STILL DONT appreciate you.BAH, *rants* *censored 1000words*


i have made some friends recently, and they are now my bestest friend ever,
wanna know their name? i proudly present my BFF(s)
PRESSURE
STRESS
HAIR LOSING
WORRIES
HEADACHE
EMO
=] THEY ARE SUCH BEST FRIENDS TO ME NOW, STANDING BY MY SIDE 24/7 =.=

taking 2 days leave is not really helping me at all.
but at least im not stil so stress. talking to babe & pik san did help me :)
wei pik san, come aerobic together >:) i knw is far :(


i need holiday... My mom allows, but my brother?
KNN, if they knw most of them are boys sure they wont let me go,
weekends wanna go out sure kena kao kao frm her.
saying what is such a waste money on going out or duno what bull shyt thing.
COME ON LA. im going out once a week? is it that much?
working is fucking stress can,2 days break very TOO MUCH is it.
MONEY is not everything mom,i am not using your money now,
no i should day, IM NOT REALLY USING YOUR MONEY EVER SINCE 15!
i WORK to support myself. ALWS ABT $$$$$$$$!!!!!!
you can stay at home 24/7 but not me
your sons can stay at home 24/7 but not me
so dont expect me to be THE ONE to stay at home 24/7.
at home also stress, at work also stress,CB, i seriously need a break


i had lost my 2 best friends,
HAPPY & SMILE
haih, no one understand how i truly feel..
i might be smiling , but deep inside my heart i am crying.
im bleeding inside, using invisible danger stabbing my heart.
i dont remember when was the last time i ever smile,from the bottom of my heart..
i cant even remember how FUN&NICE were to SMILE.
OH MY, HAPPY & SMILE, where are you?
i cant remember how you were now,im so numb now, dunno what to do.
no one could undestand these pains
everyday im dealing with unnecessary PAIN, STRESS, EMO, HEADACHE, WORRIES.
BAH, Kill me instead. im stress enough.

PLEASE TAKE AWAY ALL MY PAINS.. i had enough.
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i believe in miracle recently, but seriously, do miracle happens? will miracle happes?most important, will i be witnessing my own miracle?well, maybe on the day i die, then i will witness the miracle.


` & shashy babe, make sure u make the right decision,as that will affect/effect for the next 3 yrs, after 3 yrs & more years ahead, but i think i can be depend on you for making the right choice.go for it, i'll be there to support you.i will be there for you whenever you need me,dont hesitate to ask me if i really could help you and giving you the right advises.dont forget, we stand & fall together, we cry & laugh together.


i am not believing in myself anymore, where has the true me gone to?

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