when i heard my fren say this line "life is a joke"
i suddenly have mixed feelings and thoughts.
is life reli a joke?
hmm... let me tell you some stories i heard these days

first story
CC has a bf last time. she has a bestie sms buddy name XX,(lame name LOLS)
they have been very close with each other,
they share secrets, thoughts, advise each other, basically everything,
they are like sisters, super close sister as they even share the most deepest secrets even private lives.
so this miss CC hor, she broke up with her bf, and this miss XX says she is willing to help.
[ok until this line, if you are not 18yrs old, don read anymore. you can press the red cross]

ok back to the topic
CC told XX before that her ex bf used to open mouth to wanna have S*x with CC,
so you knw what happen in the end?
XX couple with CC's ex bf behind CC's back.
after 1 week XX cannot keep anymore, and she confronted to CC.
CC got shock and scold XX. then XX told CC's ex and CC's ex scolded CC.
CC never got scolded by him before. well is so obvious XX wants CC's ex bf for S*X.
cc really got so hurted but she forgive them anyway and wished them happy till the end
XX told CC that she wanna get pregnant and marry with her bf(aka CC's ex)
obviously CC is so hurt but what can she do?
ok this BF needs to go outstation to work, as he is actually to be honest,
very poor,very lazy,heavy smoker. he is the elder son, last time used to work for AH-LONG.
but he is a lazy person, doesnt work much, and not contributing to his family,
not forgetting his bro also, same person ( owh his bro used to KACAU CC by sayin he wana have S*X with her -.-)
CC doesnt want her to marry to him of cos. but, what can she do? XX is madly in love with him
but at the meantime when XX's bf gone for overseas to work, she used to be 5timer?(if i dint get the source wrongly)
and CC dint bother much about her, but after like half year, XX suddenly sms CC,
so now they are back to chatting life, but not so close like last time le.
and guess what? XX is pregnant and married =l ..


conclusion,
CC is thankful that XX didnt married to CC's ex.
but CC think back again, if XX dint chap into this relationship,
CC would have ended in bad shape and in bad relationship =l


Second story (about me)
i always have dream persuading my studies in private Uni/college
well my family is not doing well, obviously i dont have the financial support
so in the end? i went for form6 although i know i dont have the "talent" for PRE-UNI.
so is like wasting 2yrs time,
finally when i finished 2 years of form6, so unfortunately i dint get a place in Local Uni.
i was damn stress over this matter, super duper stress,
stressing all the while, stress stress stress...
thinking if i lose this chance to study,
sure cannot to further studies anymore....
since i fail, then i appealed and AGAIN, FAIL..... =.=
but then who knows i can go segi =S
(long story of cos soz)

conclusion,
if i never would have fail to enter local Uni,
i cannot get into Segi =l

life is a joke,
i dont think my stories above actually matches --> "life is a joke" or not..
but serious, im thinking like God is playing a joke and game on me =.=

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