feelings,
what is feelings?

is so hard to describe feelings.
what are the missing feelings like?
what are the angry feelings like?
what are the sour feelings like?
what are the jealous feelings like?
what are the confuse feelings like?

yes you can describe them well, one by one
but if you have all feelings mix together?
what do you define them? this will only lead you to miserable feelings,
stress, and lots more.
i am feeling SO-NOT-MYSELF
i have been acting really weird.
i really dont like the new me.
somehow i am keeping everything to myself.
is just pathetic to see me like this
or is it this is a part of growing up, but u just cant seem to take it,
so is like call, running away from reality?

sometimes being kind to ppl,
ppl will take advantage you
i always kena bully, but still i diam diam,
._. i forgive ppl easily

sometimes kena betray,
you just keep it to yourself and forgive them.
but they will repeat it again, as though like as if I-DONT-BOTHER
is damn fking annoying when i have to LAYAN those ppl who betray me before like usual
i can still see it front and back.
true la sotong babe,
ppl like to bully me, just because i sure diam diam and let ppl bully one.

sometimes being secretive to ppl,
ppl wil get annoy by you
sometimes keeping everything to yourself,
ppl just trying their VERY best to dig out from you ._.lll
lmao la, but what are friends for if they dont bug u forever? :D

sometimes telling the truth,
ppl will define you as backstabber.
but when that ppl backstab you? they wil define it as, U BS ME I BS U LA.
don forget the moment you backstab ppl, you are one of the backstabber also,
when you only get to hear from one side,
dont ever jump into conclusion, and acccuse someone for something.
this is clearly a childish act. when you go out to the society,
your colleague backstab u u stop ur work and go home and cry is it?
some type of ppl like to play mind game so well, you tend to be blinded by him, i mean them,
nvm i've assume you are too naive to even understand it.
you may be close to him,
but we know him longer than you.
maybe some stuff, true we dunno,
but do you think you know alot of things that we all know?
but did we ever spread about it?
NO. we dont do childish behaviour.
i dont bother anymore, i have better life outside,
ok i am not refering to anyone, don anyhow take the blame on our own,
im just stating my opinion only,

ok talking about dissapointment,
my goodness sake, sorry to say this,
[H.P] cero is a big dissapointment and heart breaking,
so what i've done just drop into the drain like nobody's business.
is not fair for some comments i got for sept and oct.
nvm, i dont want to say anymore.
i am not a type of person who hunger for all these thing,
fairness is most important, FAIR, FAIR FAIR FAIR,
LOW FAIR RATE AIR ASIA AIRLINE i mean equal fairness to everyone.
no point i am giving my heart out anymore if nobody appreciate it.
i will be as cool blooded and as serious as u demanded =)
but somehow i still smell the discrimination is still going on.
aiya nvm not my business anymore
i m doing what i am suppose to do, is good enough .
im letting it go, i am not going to take in heart,
this isnt real, and since it was over, i don have to take it so much..
but i am making myself vry clear and i have decided on what i wan.
is just the matter of the time i am announcing the decision.
most probably i'll announce it after it is strongly rebuild.
like u say 08 is a suay year, and yes i have witnessed alot,
i can feel how u feel, but u cant seem to feel how we felt.
i am keeping my promise to few ppl i will help on rebuilding,
i dont need any credit for it, but ..... now i am unsure about this anymore,
i am glad the old HRS are back and got accepted back,
well i hope i reli can keep the promises i promised u all ....
but, i am bursting anytime, how?

to that mr.someone
i got limit, and i am now on the peak, don push me to the limit.
i dont understand why you are trying to break my frenship with my darling?
i wont blame her for something i canot get, cos is not important !!!
i am not DESPO for that, i basically DO NOT CARE!
i knw u will get angry if you happen to see this,
but i dont care anymore.


i have this strong missing feelings,
i am missing someone badly
but i just cant seems to find out who the hell i am missing.
walao. this missing, lonely, scare feelings are haunting me everyday
make me emo for nothing, funny hor,
who the fish i am missing walao.
i dont even knwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

anyway dont take this post too serious,
is just my inside feelings.

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