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i decided to take a break from doing assignment and hs :P
so i asked ken to go out. called him earlier he is stil sleeping
then when they reached my house my house no ppl -.-
dog also hvnt feed.
so they have to wait for me,
and i cook for them to keep their stomach with something


then we went to mcd, mcvalue lunch finish -.- so bought water only.
saw shu yen n jiann sheng, and edward lols

ken showing off his muscles


dont ask me what ken is doing, i wont answer u. >;( !!!!! (he in insulting me)


chatted a while, dexter arrived, then edward also join us.
after edward left, we still continue to ton at mcd until i complain hungry
then only go wai sek gai.

took dinner. and lols we talk alot.
and thetoilet joke is killing me HAHAHHHAHAHA
PAK SUN & DEXTER u 2 reli joker la,

dexter likes my photography skills wor :P LOL









then i have to go back early as my bro has to go out
i have to take care of the house, mom stil in langkawi.

dexter sent me home, and guess what :P
he made me feel like a girl xD
as in err. he walk me to my house, crossing the road ... with me hahahaha.
the others nvr reli treat me as a girl one lor (hanging out with them)
hehehe thanks dexter. and i reluctant to eat ur chocolateeeeeeeeeeee


sms shahsy babe and aeremay , i think they both fall asleep or something, nvr reply lols
around 1am, my mom came back from langkawi, and the noises are back -.-
and she bought a few box of chocolate but not for me. zzzzz
NO DOVE WALAO. ferrero rocher lor. but haihs.
she say u so fat eat so much chocolate for what lols
then whats the point u ask me what i want? lols
ok glad that my mom reached home safe and sound.
then talked to her until 2.30 on the bed i think.
and i told her i wanna go cameron with friends,
she say if ur bro let u go then only u plan la -.-
wth i so old liao stil no freedom zzzzzzzzz.


ps: i nvr knew my friends read my blog and will remember every single thing i write
and will make fun of me when they see me lols. at least my blog has reader.
no bad :P

Labels: my family, outing / yumcha

LOL i love dexter XD
i was half bathing then he called me up to go outside my house and see him
11pm leh.
i thought he was emo and wanted a pair of ears then i said i am bathing
then i heard my dogs keep barking,
and my brother yelling LOL...
came out from bathroom and i saw


DOVE CHOCOLATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


walao so hard to find the chocolate i want lor -.-
maybe only johor duty free then only can buy


I LOVE YOU DEXTER WAHAHAHAHAHAH

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lols i wanted to change blog skin, but HS is making me so busy.
no time for my assignments LOLS :(
i shall not procrastinate and start doing assignments. LOL

sian HS got a lot of problems. you all should know why la.
*shake head* but i think i will overcome it,
obstacles in life, hardships in society, politics in working/office,
i can overcome all the hardships last time, why not now?
this is just a piece of cake right?


"catherine, you are young, but you can do it. i see you are handling well in office life"
this is what my agent told me last time.
yea i never knew i can finish my 8months contract in that office
and do part time for 3-4months on the same company. i should clap for myself
aiya, bring it on la , sap sap water :)
i will ignore childish ppl for now. cant help it.


i miss going out with my gang, ken ken say he misses me a lot HAHHAHA
he keep calling me to ask me out hehe. ken i miss you too LOLS :x
aiya bear with me for few weeks la, after i finish my assignment you can date with me lor.
LOL :x ok i need a job around may onwards. intro me office job can?


thank guys for the all the supports :)
some people wont belive in exegerated stories from you
i never done anything i am not scare and feeling guilty over it :)

i really like my new life now :D school life, and with my friends, true friends :)
when i was transfering the old blog(this blog) to another new blog few days ago,
then only i noticed that wa i got so many emo posts LOL and guess what,
i deleted most of it and never bring those emo posts to this current new account and name it back to emomoco.
nvr knew i could get so emo last time hahaha ;D
now the blog seems more organized,
you can click
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
for all the labels of my blog, like habbo, then u can see all posts about habbo
i havent bring all my blog posts from my old blog.
be patient ya :)

ok i can do it ~~ gambateh :)

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lols last sat i mean sunday, 3am, planning to change blog skin
so i locked it, after that, saw some childish people starting to spam my blog.

i will not hesitate to make my blog private ,
if i do not have the basic rights to blog what i want in my OWN blog.
dont like it you can get the hell out.
dont have to behave childish.

never knew people can be so childish. poly student summore.

ignore mode is on. do whatever you all wants.
i dont need online friends anyway.

Labels: announcement

sometimes i always think whether does karma exist?
now i believe in karma le :x

yesterday watched paris hilton's my new bff.
zui got eliminate by corrie. amazing hor.
she was like finding trouble and stuff with her,
who knows she will be given the authority to kick her out.


haihs my brother hor, very pityful -.-
earlier his car lamp got prob, so change it. few k gone.
earlier his car tyre need to change it, few k gone.
then.... guess what? his wife's car hor.
you know the seat next to driver?
it got screwed and now cannot opened anymore.
we just noticed it yesterday (more like he is the only one noticed la)
then he say gonna fix it again, few k -.-

boh wei gong


see how big is the hole?


sian this blog skin lagging ah. i wan a new blog skin :(

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I am just fucking love my life.
I fucking love it
I fucking love it
I fucking love it
I fucking love it

FUCK IT LA.


Seriously I must say this, even I am having this risk my brother might see this blog.
Whatever la,
is my blog, I have the rights to say anything I want.
FUCK IT LA.
I know you always say you do not know how fortunate I am.
Fuck it. I can’t take it anymore

Talk in terms of financial and money
FUCK IT!

I seriously have been living on my own since the first day of college started.
Sept 2008, I have been paying all expenses on my own.
I have been paying from Sept 2008 until April 2009.
7months. You wonder how come I have so much money?
Simply because I work like a mad dog and those are my saving.
I fucking used to don’t like the fact that my mom is not paying me for my daily expenses.
I am not even working for now, how can I even pay for myself? For everything?
Earlier on I have been complaining a lot and my relationship with her is getting from worse to worst.
Those who are close to me will know how ridiculous my mother can be.

But now I choose not to mention and think about this problem anymore because
i) My mom not working. Ok fine. Should not ask her
ii) Don’t want to ask her, if not she will nag you 24/7, for days, weeks, years and forever.

Ever since I was 16, I pay for everything, from clothes, under garment, education, argh basically everything. Imagine last time I can only wear one bra for very long? One shirt all the time? One shoe for few years? Ok maybe my family is not rich, we are poor people. But if we were so poor, why is my mom so addicted to TOTO? She buy for 3 places (per day) with super long train list. She can pay for that but not paying for me. She can sometimes buy clothes for my brother but not me.

When I do not ask her for money I also would appreciate if she wont kay poh on my spending.
She DIDN’T PAID FOR EVERYTHING then why must she kay poh when I spend when I go out with my friends? My brothers are the same. They say you have money to go out with friends but no money to pay us back? LOOK, I am not spending YOUR money. Is my money, I am no longer complain so why are you complaining much?

Some of you all know I have applied for government study loan for RM48000 right?
Guess what, I am not allowed to use the extra money from the loan,
My brother is the one taking care of all these money _l_
Good la, no income no money. GOOD ah. I ask for more money tio fk upside down by my mom.

Last month my expenses per week should be rm40. OBV MY MONEY GONE SO FAST RIGHT.
I USE MY OWN MONEY N ASK FOR EXTRA MONEY FROM THE LOAN TIO SCOLD LIKE SHYT. FK IT LA.

Talk in terms of FREEDOM
FUCK IT!

I am legally an adult but I still fucking get restricted. My curfew is 7pm? Or I should say, once the sky turn dark, then phone calls by them will be ringing non stop. I fucking hate it when I go out with people I am always in concern that I MUST be home early, I am always the party crasher, the mood crasher.

I go out with my friends ONCE A WEEK, only SUNDAY. Is that fucking too much?
You all have been complaining I have been GOING OUT EVERYDAY.
HELLO WHAT EVERYDAY. I believe there is something call dictionary.
I only go out ON SUNDAY. Monday to Saturday I am AT HOME.
You all keep nagging nagging nagging nagging nagging.
FUCK IT LA. You expect me to stay at home forever? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Talk in terms of INTERNET
FUCK IT!

I know I have abuse the usage and use very long.
You all don’t let me go out that much what can I do?
Online la. I go out I wont online what. -.-
You want me to pay half for the internet I say I no money right?
In the end you buay song. Ok I think I will take my own broadband next month.
I wont tell you first, now I REN you.
And still, I know is my fault for using the net for long.
But I cant watch tv. The only thing is tv & internet =l
Haihs always tio banned from using the net. I am used to it.

I want to work during the 3months holiday to earn some extra money.
But my friends want to take short sem for LAN subjects during the holidays -.-
So I guess I am going to do all my LAN subjs for year 2 degree alone bah .
Cant do anything much =l

Talk in terms of COLLEGE
FUCK IT!

The person who in charge of PTPTN LOAN is just fking slow.
After a LONGGGGGGGG while the government finally PAID.
BUT THE FREAKING PPL FROM COLLEGE NVR EVEN BOTHERED TO REFUND US THE OVER PAYMENT MONEY ZZZZZZZZZZZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Screw the college for having classes 2 days per week =.=
Screw the college for having such nice facilities =.=
Screw the college for having authority people =.= when you need them, you cant find them
Screw the college for everything !! =.=

Talk in terms of FRIENDSHIP
FUCK IT!

Sometimes when I need someone to talk with,
When I see my contact book, I cant even find anyone to talk with.
I can only express my feelings via sms to sotong, darling, ah ma, and CF.
These 3 girls 1 boy actually listen a lot of my complains and ranting these days.
I know I am like a nuisance to people but…. I just want to get someone to talk to me.
You ask me where is ah S*** ?
err (my opinion) I think we grow a distance due to something.
As you all know I have a lot of guy friends, if I start complaining to them,
For sure they all will be irritated by me….
Sometimes I don’t dare to sms CF, I scare he will find me annoying.
Sometimes I don’t dare to sms ah ma, I scare I will disturb her study(she always got exam).

Recently have been calling mr.J-SC, I take him as a buddy to talk to..
But he seems to be so busy and I always call at the wrong timing.
Everytime I call him he is either sleeping or working =l
He never calls me anymore I think I should stop calling him.
Maybe he find me annoying le.
Ah ma is too young to understand all these, so sms her enough,
Wa sms ah ma I will get very angry at times >:(
Ah ma if you are reading I bet you know why hor. ;D
Always reply me soooooooooooooo late. But now ok la, not so late le.

Sian. Talking about this friendship. Seriously I am tired of backstabbing.
This foreign friend of mine… I am seriously very fed up with.
1st she asked my darling to team with her to do assignment without informing me.
2nd she created a lot of lies and framing me to my darling.
3rd that day we fought, she wrote me a letter expressing her feelings.

On the day hor, I was fighting with my friend on the phone since morning,
My face is super obvious I am in bad mood. My phone keep ringing. I have been answering calls.
After the fighting issue, I had some gossip session with the girls.
So she thinks that I am talking bad and ranting all about her.
Well I did in the beginning, I admit, I jokingly say wa she steal my darling away.
When class almost ending, she wrote me a letter.
I got fucking pissed with the letter and I actually reply back though I find it super childish.
She attitude me, she say she can choose not to do the course work anymore if I am behaving like this again. And she says she knows I’ve complained to everyone.

I remember I replied the letter that I am not a person who will explain a lot as I do not tolerate this kind of bullshyt thing. First of all I am not angry because of her, and it was because I have family problems.
After we went to auditorium, she TOOK my seat although I actually shouted out loud I WAN TO SIT INSIDE.
Well, in the end I sat outside emo-ing and non of them dare to talk to me.(maybe they overheard I shouted to the phone when my fren called and fought with him)
I remember calling “responsible” and rant on him, he is like blue blur dunno what am I talking about.
Lmao.

Basically she told my darling whenever me and her go out, she pays for everything.
Bull shyt. Since when she pay for everything?
I only went out with her alone once and it is together with ah seng, we pay for ourselves.
She told my darling I am greedy.
She say that time the photostate issue.
She offered rm30 to let me earn and asked me to photostate for her.
That time I do not have change for RM50 and I don’t want to take this type of money.
so I told her the Photostatting is not very expensive until the extend of rm30
she say never mind, she let me earn but I refused to take.
I told her is it ok if I take the RM50 and help you photostate then I return you next week?
Suddenly she went off in the middle of the class to photostate =.=
So she told my darling that she gives me 30 I donwan but I want rm50 .
WA WTF. Luckily I have 2 witnesses with me that time when it happens.
She claims that I am her first friend in the college and she treats me like xiao mei mei.
I was like wtf, I wasn’t even her first friend please.
On the day we fought, she actually bought me breakfast, I did not ask her to buy ok.
She told my darling that she bought breakfast just for me, she didn’t even buy herself =.=
HELLO, she should know that I stay with family sure got breakfast everyday what =.=

A lot more la but I choose to ignore now.


Talk in terms of VIRTUAL/ONLINE FRIEND
FUCK IT!

You are fucking pathetic you idiotic bimbo “almighty” whom you think you are.
Is just a fucking ex stead of you and you have to make it like as if is a big thing.
And giving me so much trouble in HS life. Not like I am his RL gf.
We are just trying to have fun playing this game you see, but you take it so seriously.
You got problem with him, you fight with him, you gl with him but In the end I tio for everything.
You gave me a “death sentence” without informing me and explaining.
Is like, you walk on the street, slap a woman and leave. =.=
You even called me a hooker. Wow. Such a “good friend”
You got problem with him, go find him. You don’t have to suan us, we are doing fine.
Seriously, I know your intention is to get rid of me from HS,
Trust me, one day you will succeed :) as now I am fking fed up already.
I thought you were mature in thinking, but now I guess not.


I am not going to rant anymore.
I am shame of myself now for ranting all these in irrational thinking and talking.
Sian, I promise to myself not to use the word FUCK anymore but this post…..
Ahhhh exception. I am a very good girl who don’t vulgar in rl :D *cough*


P.s: Anyone has any idea how to lock certain post on blog? Like you have to input password?


I have to go off now because someone is barking now.
When I really want to do assignment then she barks like hell.
Fking hell. I fking like my life. Life sucks. Sucks really bad.
Fking piece of shyt. Now she scolding me for some fucking house chore things zzzzzzzzzzz

Labels: complain complain complain

okok sorry for not blogging often
i forgot i actually have a blog LOL.
yesterday was april fool..
wakaka i have pranked few HABBO ppls AND PLAY THEM ON AIR
ON HABBOSOUP HAHAHA,
pranked the DJs and Listeners wakaka.


well i am going to post all my last month's birthday pictures,
not going to elaborate much, if the photos arent complete,
go to my facebook bah. i hate uploading massive photos on facebook.
irritating -.- okok lets seeeeeeeeeeeeee.
lols u shud be thanking streamyx, duno why canot online on another site.
only blogger can be opened -.-


saturday ; 07.02.2009
we went for groceries store to buy food for tmrw's bbq, someone's birthday
after that, they came over to my place to play cards
so they play their cards i do my valentine presents and watch reborn hehe






yes the gumball machine is the valentine present lols.
i wanted to get kisses chocolate and put inside but didnt manage to.
planning to buy M&M chocolate but dint managed to :(





kk see the photos in sequence bahs







you find it weird?
supposingly i wanted to transform this to a flower shape thingy with a bear on top
haihs. dint knw the valentine dinner has to be canceled due to something -.-
how many years already u say want to celebrate valentine together? and did you fulfil? you dint even keep your promises -.-

*updated*
i asked him to show me how is my gift doin and this is what he upload on his fb


sunday ; 08.02.2009(celebrated one day earlier)
weeee, they all gathered at my before we left
i called jason and kinda scolded him for being late,
but he was just being sweet because he went back to 1u to get me another pressie
as i don like teddy x.x
i feel so bad =s :( sorry jason if you are reading this
he couldnt change it so he bought me the one i wanted x.x
we gather at the old town kopitiam first
then D RIMBA HERE WE COME ~~~


it was quite sunny that day, most refused to go down to the pool





these guys play magic card -.-


so in the end me, hong, celine and jason got down first. play a while
then the guys join in.
kk see pictures, lazy to elaborate


lol jason look so tiny from this view




kk when this fella come to me i actually in trouble u knw.





































damn gay pls lol









lol act cute






lol celine looks like ah ma with no teeth haha






then they try to hold their breathe but ys lost LOL


if u r wondering what they doin, they are pointing middle finger to each other
.







they look like couple or siblings?


the couple far far away


then they are up for something, decided to throw the dry ones to the water



and he got threw in LOL, the left one, white ones





after few photo sessions, went up to my fren's place and bath
oh i was threw to the water also -.-
i tried using full force to make me as heavy as the rock but argh kena threw.
duno why i got slip and knock/land on my head lols.





then we start our fire for BBQ session le.
haihs at first we nvr knew that they have no bbq place so we only have one pit =l




we ate cake first xD


=.= wtf i wanted my cake to be completely clean when we specially ordered.
no msg no candle =.= nvm la sigh. thanks for ruin my cake :(


LOL 3 candles are just nice to poke his nose and eyes xD




these 3 amoi left early >:(























then jae sern n may ling came. and she brought along her dog
lols celine looks like a small girl xD



end le =l nbd pick up the rubbish but few of us





thanks all for giving face :D
thanks some for not coming
thanks for pressie
thanks for no pressie ROFL

went to 7-11 to buy top up. lols
i belanja hong drinks since he doesnt wan me to pay for his bbq.

he mixed all



monday; 09.02.2009(my real birthdate)
i was nicely sleeping at home with my dog



then wake up and realised the "dinner" PS suggested was canceled
due to some ppl dint wan to come LOL
i thought of asking them to go my fren's place to finish up all the lefty over food yesterday
but oh well they don wan so i asked celine and hong.
and to cook for the 3 of the amoi who left early during the bbq party

see before flash and after flash -.-




went to bought some food then we headed to D rimba.
when celine got down from the car she got terrified by the lizard lmao


then after we reach, we start frying our food.





my darling see only, she not helping. she helps to eat only LOL









this one also, waiting to makan only LOL
he watch kungfu panda lmao












-.- this moth keep chasing after me









i fry one, tq lols


got one unknown guy called me -.-
so i asked darling to answer the call lmao









lol after 12 am i opened all my pressies



this is the one i wanted, sorry jason for troubling you =l


lol this was the teddy bear jason bought wrongly ><

i only like teddy bear with ^^^^ this type string of material


lol i bought the same one as someone *ahem*

my favvv

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